{"id":35916,"date":"2020-01-22T12:17:52","date_gmt":"2020-01-22T11:17:52","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/?p=35916"},"modified":"2020-01-22T12:17:54","modified_gmt":"2020-01-22T11:17:54","slug":"magazyn-mysli-niepotrzebnych","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/?p=35916","title":{"rendered":"Magazyn my\u015bli niepotrzebnych"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u201eKisiel\u201d na dzi\u015b.<br \/>(cyt.)<br \/><em>A wi\u0119c ju\u017c po pogrzebie Gra\u017cyny <\/em>(Bacewicz \u2013 mr m.)<em>. Ci\u0119\u017ckie by\u0142y te uroczysto\u015bci, bez Boga (Gra\u017cyna by\u0142a ateistk\u0105 i nie \u017cyczy\u0142a sobie \u017cadnych element\u00f3w religijnych). Du\u017co muzyki w konserwatorium, marsz \u017ca\u0142obny z \u201eEroiki\u201d, Bach, du\u017co ludzi, warta przy trumnie, mas\u0119 wie\u0144c\u00f3w \u2013 jednak to jakie\u015b bezradne, ludzie zostawieni sami sobie, bez autorytetu, bez nadziei \u2013 a mo\u017ce w\u0142a\u015bnie tak by\u0107 powinno, je\u015bli si\u0119 nie wierzy?<br \/>Kiejstut, Wanda i Alina jak lodowaci, niewzruszeni, ale jako\u015b przera\u017caj\u0105cy. Du\u017co ludzi, ale przyja\u017ani ma\u0142o \u2013 mo\u017ce my byli\u015bmy kiedy\u015b najbli\u017csi? Na cmentarzu mr\u00f3z ogromny, Motyka przemawia\u0142, nic nie s\u0142ysza\u0142em.<br \/>Wszyscy szybko o niej zapomn\u0105, utwor\u00f3w nie b\u0119dzie si\u0119 grywa\u0107 \u2013 tak to jest w\u015br\u00f3d muzyk\u00f3w \u2013 niemi\u0142e to towarzystwo. (\u2026) Ona si\u0119 przepali\u0142a, \u017cy\u0142a zbyt intensywnie, komponowa\u0107 potrafi\u0142a i dziesi\u0119\u0107 godzin na dzie\u0144 \u2013 jakby si\u0119 spieszy\u0142a. I doktor, jej m\u0105\u017c, zmar\u0142 przedwcze\u015bnie.<br \/>Po pogrzebie upi\u0142em si\u0119 mocno.<br \/><\/em>(kon. cyt.)<br \/>Stefan Kisielewski \u201eDzienniki\u201d, 22 stycznia 1969 r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>dobranoc Pa\u0144stwu<br \/>mr m.<br \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201eKisiel\u201d na dzi\u015b.(cyt.)A wi\u0119c ju\u017c po pogrzebie Gra\u017cyny (Bacewicz \u2013 mr m.). Ci\u0119\u017ckie by\u0142y te uroczysto\u015bci, bez Boga (Gra\u017cyna by\u0142a ateistk\u0105 i nie \u017cyczy\u0142a sobie \u017cadnych element\u00f3w religijnych)&#8230;.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":35918,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[5831,5789,5782,2134,405,19,20],"tags":[6815,1110,6816,403],"class_list":["post-35916","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-iluzje","category-ludzie","category-martyrologie","category-sztuka-miesa","category-the-best-of-this-old-mundp-page","category-rynek","category-rysowane-ksiazki","tag-grazyna-bacewicz","tag-kisiel","tag-stefan-kisielewski","tag-zbigniew-makowski"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35916","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=35916"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35916\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":35917,"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/35916\/revisions\/35917"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/35918"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=35916"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=35916"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ooops.pl\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=35916"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}